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I should prolly start blogging here since it's the holidays and there's time to spare? IS THERE?!!?!?! I DUNNO AND DONT CARE.
Got my Creative Zen WAV today. I tried to start up with the Installation Disc and I think Creative thinks everyone thinks like them.

These are the type of words that came out #%$^&@%&^&^$@#%^!#@!*&^*.
Even worse then that. I'm just lazy to find the characters from the character map.
Wow, I didn't know that I'm supposed to learn how to read such characters. They don't teach that in school. Alright, I'm being uber sarcastic.

OFF TO BUY ROTI PRATA!~

Joined the private club.
I may come back to blog here. If I feel like it that is.
Goodbye for now, blog of 2 years.

I didn't feel like blogging, but I felt kinda bad leaving this place alone.
Oh wells, this blog was opened in 2005, when I was in Sec 2. Seems like a long time ago hur.

Got back MYE results today, and I think even ITE won't accept me with this kinda results. I mean, my results have dropped A LOT since last term, and I did rather alright for last term though there's always room for improvement. I got rather pissed off with myself for Chem, Bio. This always happens after tests and exams. Seriously, I either wanted to punch the wall or go bang my head against the wall. Then there was this pang of guilt- I've let my parents, tuition teachers, teachers and myself down. Guess that's not the way hur? I don't like to feel like I owe so many people so much. Guess something has to be done. Anyway, what can I expect from not studying thoroughly? Though this is just MYE, it kinda reflects a lot- how I'll do for Prelims and 'O's if I continue this way.

I've gotta resist playing too much the holidays. It's not even a holiday anyway. Probably just some stay at home and mug your life away home-camp.

It's time to do what I should do. I don't wanna live my life in regret.

There's always this superficial side of everyone.

I am so darn superficial.

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Watched Blades of Glory today. Lazy to update, so later.

This was what Yx told me after I took this photo of her
-You know, actually I'm very camera shy. -_-" Oh please. HAHA.


I like hot and sunny afternoons especially on Saturdays. There's this feeling that makes me feel so carefree and I wanna go to the beach! Darn, I havnen't been to one in 2 years. Two years away from nature, that seems rather bad.
I miss lying in the cooling waters and playing like there's no tomorrow. Too bad there's such thing as night time.
And reality will start coming in, in crumbles- You've 'O' levels to study for.
Oh wells, at least there'll be a Jogathon(URGHHH) by school in East Coast somewhat soon, just like 2 years ago. Some dumb idea whichever teacher came up of. Must be from the PE department. I'm only looking forward to the fact that I can go to a beach again.

Anyway, the Happy 3 Friends (me, L and Yx) went to Compass Point for lunch yesterday. I like hanging out with them.

This sweet 16's been kinda a blast and thanks everyone, SERIOUSLY, from the bottom of my heart. Sounds mushy, but I really mean it.

Firstly, thanks to Recess Group namely,
Anna- For the 16 balloons, the cake, the pink bottle of sweets, and the Superman pillow!
Angela- For the red egg, the cake, the pink bottle of sweets and the Superman pillow!
Glynnis- For the cake and(maybe there's something else, HAHA, I really can't remember!)
Candice aka, Xiao Sai- For the cupcakes, and the cake!
As well as Bird and Doralynn, thanks for being the second group to sing the birthday song for me immediately after I got kinda embarrased by the big group.

Secondly, namely Angeline, Yuxuan, Lena for the really big and yummy cake and Vic, Minghwee AND A WHOLE LOT MORE(sorry if I didn't mention your name here. There were too many people) for singing the birthday song for me even way before I stepped into the canteen. Oh! Thanks Lena and Vic for the really sweet messages and Yx for the letter written in Chinese. Nice attempt, but I think you still need to improve on the language! There're so many wrong words and your 'O's are coming real soon!

And Cherlene for the strawberry cake, RRW for the Ferrero Rocher, last but not least Laurel for the Marks&Spencer's soap!
And thanks to these people for the really sweet msges!
Darie, Anna, Angeline, Laurel, Yx, Chelsie, Siyi, Shupei, Wenyi, RRW, Jolene, Sam Kang...
And to those who wished me verbally too!

Well, my birthday was also spent doing CIP. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. At least the one that I taught wasn't like what others made him out to be. Seriously, autistic kids and teenagers shouldn't even be ostracized because they're really smart too.
I dunno why, but I think the theme for this year's birthday's like CHOCOLATE.
2 BIG CHOCOLATE CAKES WHICH MADE ME SO FULL AND CHOCOLATE FONDUE DURING CIP.
I said I didn't want to eat the chocolate fondue but then, after I tried it, it tasted so good I kinda continued eating. HAHA!

I don't think I'll eat chocolate for a VERYYYYYYYYY LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG time from now.

TAG REPLIES!
Sam- Haha, too bad for you then. Still making fun of the Cheena accent hur? Thanks so much!
Siang Ying- AHAHA! THANKS!
Viccc- I LOVE YOU TOO! THANK YOU!

I'm getting hooked onto Koda Kumi's Ume No Uta. (Thanks leens!)
It's a great song. Seriously, she sings way better than that so called diva Ayumi Hamasaki. Listened to a few of her songs yesterday and the only comment I have is - THEY SUCK.

The only song which sounded QUITE ok is Blue Bird is so so, I mean, only the chorus is the nicest part.
Come on, besides spending millions on her music videos and making the song look so complete or rather prefect, I suggest they spend the money on people who can really compose good music instead of the horrible and boring ones. Ok, I admit I don't understand most of what she's singing about, but come on, anyone who hears the songs will just fall asleep. Which I almost did.

If you're her fan, no offence, but this is just my personal opinion.


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I really pray hard everything will turn out good. Things don't seem so good nowadays.
Is it karma or what, I don't know. Whatever you are, you know she doesn't deserve this.

SCHOOL IS SO BORING NOWADAYS I WISH WE CAN JUST HAVE OUR JUNE HOLIDAYS NOW! NOW I TELL YOU NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Everyday, we'll be doing Chinese without fail. Just like today- early in the morning, Chinese, then break, then Chinese(OMG, I FELL ASLEEP DURING THIS CHINESE LESSON), then break, then Chinese!
It's so frigging boring. I'm already trying to bear with the boring curriculum of a few Chinese lessons everyweek, but this? A BIG NO NO!

Ahhhh.. We must love Chinese because we are Chinese, out ancestors came all the way from China. Our heritage is Chinese, we are Chinese, Chinese has a history of over 5000 years. That's right, from now on, I must learn to love Chinese.

For the first time in history, I failed Chinese (CA2). It's not something which I'm proud of(infact I don't even like it), but then, I failed it because of HM who just likes to fail me for my zuo wen(s). Oh wells, guess there's always a first time for everything. But then again, the results for my Paper 1 in the Chinese exam made me kinda surprised. :D <-- a face which I dont normally make

Yx accomapanied me to Redhill to collect my LG phone. I'm just so glad it's back thought it's not fixed yet. Told her lots of stuff to and fro and she managed to find out something which I knew she'd prolly find out about sooner or later.
Just went we were at Outram on the way home, the LG people called - I was thinking why the hell would they call for since I've already collected my phone.

Turned out-
Me- Hello?
LG person- Hello, I'm calling from LG. You came to collect your phone just now right?
Me- Yea?
LG person- I think your friend left her phone behind. It's a Sony Ericsson phone.

There was no need to check. Definitely Yx's phone and all because of her we had to make our way back to Redhill.
We kinda deduced that they found out because of our faces on the wallpaper.

I have come to a conclusion that I will NEVER work in anything related to the medical world.

WILL YOU JUST TAKE A LOOK AT THE FREAKING 'O' LEVELS EXAM SCHEDULE?!?!

It's so scary non of us stayed on the web page to look at it any further while using the computers in the school library.

ANYHOW, today was full of fun and slackiness(?).
First thing in the morning there was this frigging boring talk of whatever-ness of fitness? Health Promotion Board? Canteen food? Aye, not many people were listening anyway.

THE BEST AND MOST UNEXPECTED THING HAPPENED.
B was announcing about this girl, who topped up her Ez-link card with $10 at Serangoon Station control station yesterday, with a $50 note, realised that the person gave her an extra $10 when he returned her the change. He wrote in to the school and commended her for her honesty.
THE GIRL, IS FROM 4C1 AND SHE IS NONE OTHER THAN
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TOH SHIH LER CHARLOTTE!!

Everyone in class were already so stunned that the girl's actually from 4C1, given our class' pai kia image and the best thing is the girl's actually the most unexpected Charlotte! HAHAHA OMG. SOMEBODY PINCH ME.
She's usually so heck-care and not bothered by most things but she? Doing such things? Totally out of this world.
THANK GOD FOR CHARLOTTE (inside joke)

Anws, we were then separated with the class and the rest of the sec 4s cause we had to go to the AVA theatrette. Got back Chinese results and man, those teachers sure are efficient in marking I tell 'ya.
Got a C for Chinese, but at least I'm not at the bottom cos the much better ones also got Cs. Oh wells, TIME TO BUCK UP AND READ MORE CHINESE BOOKS SINCE YOU CHOSE THIS PATH, SY.

Angela was holding this 'Chatroom' with me at first, then it extended to the rest of recess group.Just like the MSN one. I'm S, Angela's A, Glyn's G, Anna's A Tan, Candice' KNS which stands for Kenasai. Then at the end of the discussion, the oh so ever lame-o Angela wrote this-
G has just left the conversation.
S has just left the conversation.
A has just left the conversation.
KNS has just left the conversation.
A Tan ...

Haha, I dunno what happened to A Tan.
So, during the break, we decided to give each other names that start with the Xiao in front. TOTALLY AH LIIANZXZX MANZZZXZ
As expected, Candice is Xiao sai.

Slacked from 11+, all the way till school ended. By the way, I feel that I am such a kind soul for walking Poh Fair Li home.
Wanted to collect my phone from Redhill, but I decided I shall do it tomorrow, since none of my oh so KIND friends are able to accompany me on the long, dreary, lonely, companionless, desolated, destituted journey to and fro.

Your Power Color Is Gold

At Your Highest: You are engrossed in passions that mentally stimulate you. At Your Lowest: You seek thrills and neglect what's important in your life. In Love: You see dating as adventure and approach it with an open attitude. How You're Attractive: You passion for life makes others passionate about you. Your Eternal Question: "Am I Having Fun?"

Got this from Charlotte's blog. HAHAHA I am too bored.

KNS. Whatever I typed got deleted. ARGHH!
Shall not bother typing all the stuff again, it's a waste of time.

When is the Swensons treat harrrrrr?????????????
CANT WAIT!!

And I wanna watch 'Born Into Brothels'! Seems like a very nice and enlightening show. Shall wait till I'm 16. Why? Because it's a NC16 show.
Geez, It's in a few days time!! WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Exams(mid years)are finally over and I had a great time yesterday. How not to when I was out from home for more than 16 hours? A very amazing fact that I even overslept for tuition this morning.

Anw, there was Bio/Chem MCQ for like 1 hour? Left for Redhill with Yx and Angeline to get to the LG headquarters to get mt phone repaired. I thought since it was under warrenty, I won't have to pay a single cent for the repairs, but then, they called this morning and said that the repairs for the whatever board thing costs $180. CRAZY! Might as well get a new phone.

After which, we decided to head to Toa Payoh for K Box and a lil shopping. The best and ultimate thing happened. We were at Braddell when I asked A- where are we? Best man. I counted before boarding the train that we were 7 (?) stops away from Toa Payoh. When we reached Khatib, I asked A to look at the map on the train- WE WERE 5 STOPS AFTER TOA PAYOH ALREADY! DAMN SUAKU LA! OMG. We ran out of the train in embarrassment to the other side to go back to Toa Payoh. Total suakus who hardly board the east west line.

We went into almost all the shops and stalls then shun bian wait for 2 pm to arrive cos if we went to K Box after 2 we didn't have to pay for the lunch. A was th best la. No money yet she kept obrroeing from Yx to buy a blouse, necklace and bla bla bla. Felt so HDB tai tai ytd. You know how K Box pricing will always go like $9+++, the plus plus plus become like $20+. Ki siao, we were quite broke already so we decided might as well go for lunch. We were so zonked out already given that we were out since before school started. Went back home with Yx while she bathed, changed clothes and I slept on her really smelly pillow until I couldn't take it anymore.
Washed up and we headed off for Vivo. A couldn't make it cos she got sicker, L didnt want to go cos she was angry with us.

While deciding on where to eat and waiting for Liyun, we went to Daiso. OMG, the place where you can never stop buying things. FL spent the most.
Everything there's like cheap and nice I cannot resist but then there's a limit to the money I can spend. So I bought 3 things, FL bought 6, Yx bought 2 and Laurel bought 1.
OHH!! While queueing at White Dog Cafe there was this bunch of really act cool guys. Prolly 15 or so. They acted as if they were some super models or big shots. Make others have sore eyes only. After that we went to Another cafe to check it out, THEY WERE ALSO IN FRONT OF US. WHAT THE HELL. And they were just blocking the menu from us. There was one of them talking on the phone and stroking this really "COOL" pose. Pls la, we almost puked. FL was the best. She said
SORRY, I WANT TO SEE THE MENU NOT THAT STUPID BOY and she just barged in front. I salute you, FL.
After that, we kept mimicking this paricular boy's actions right in front of him. Until they went into the cafe. And we managed to get the very good seats in White Dog, thanks to FL. Took quite a lot of photos as usual. HAHAHA. Shall upload the photos prolly tmr.

Here's some

ONE LAST DAY OF EXAMS AND WE ARE FREE!

To soar, on wings as eagles. To glide, on the blades of the wind. To fly on the clouds that are ever so pure. To dream, like we've never dreamt before.
For the time being that is.

OMG! The last 2 lines rhyme! HAHAHAHA I think I can make it as a poet. If as a pure lit student, I cannot write poems it's really sad. /Think Mrs Bhatia. Ok. random

POA paper today and I'm just glad I didn't blank out like I thought I would. But ahhhh! Dora! You've let Mr B down.
Tmr's the last paper for mid years- Bio/Chem MCQ. To think about it, I feel like I've survived through the brain torture version of the Holocaust.
It seemed like forever for 11 May to arrive, BUT FOR NOW, IT'S TOMORROW!
Why doesn't blogger still allow me to change the font, size and colour?

So anw, I was chatting with IGod earlier on simply because I was too bored.
The conversation's so retarded I don't wanna post it here.
IGod told me he/she's a robot, at the same time, the Almighty God. WOW.

I am so suhleepy that my eyes are bloodshot, yea, imagine that. Everyday sleep at 2+ bacause I haven't study finish. If I continue like this till the BIG 'O's, I think I'll need to wear sunglasses to school. No one shall see my eyes. I am dozing off whilst typing this. Len-ah doesn't want to go jogging with me. She'd rather entertain her Da Yi Ma than her good ol' pal. How nice of her.


If hiding your sadness means you'll forget about what hurts you, I'd rather do so.

I'm taking a breather from studying Chem. Ok, not from, after. Time check-1238 AM
AND I'VE STILL GOT POA TO STUDY FOR! I seriously hate last minute studying but then again, I had all my time taken away due to Kaleidoscope+ practices, SYF. Oh wells, I don't expect to do well for mid years anyway.

Shall make this a quicker post. Today will be day 5 of exams. Why does Day 8 seem to take so long to arrive?

Oh! Did I mention this? I've watched 200 pounds of beauty already. HAHA. Online though, no time to go to the movies. I've heard from so many people and read from blogs that they cried after watching the show.
BUT GUESS WHAT.

I think the show is B-O-R-I-N-G! Ok, maybe only the ending. Call me a stone man. haha. The ending's very touching meh? I thought the girl's rather teh.

This reminds me of last year when I went to watch Click with Doralynn, Faith, Candice and Anna. All of them were crying at the very touching part except me. HAHAHA! Not that I didn't find it sad, it wasn't enough to evoke the tears out. OMG, I think I'm some weirdo, maybe not. I AM SPECIAL!
So far, the only movie that made me cry like siao was I Not Stupid 2.

Anws, gotta run.

I dread weekends. I hate feeling all alone.

I just want a social life back.

Avril Lavigne

Keep Holding On

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Keep holding on
Keep holding on

There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Just taking a short breather from Geog. STUPID GEOG! Draining up all my memory space.
Anw, here's the link to the Kaleidoscope photos.
Ignore edit captions part. MuLtiply failed me, Flickr so slow. dammit

HERE YOU GO!

STUPID BLOGGER DOESN'T LET ME CHANGE THE SIZE OR THE FONT.

Anw, I'm only gonna study 5 chapters of SS!! PLEASE LET THE CHAPTERS I'M STUDYING COME OUT FOR EXAM. PLEASE LET THE CHAPTERS I'M STUDYING COME OUT FOR EXAM! PLEASE LET THE CHAPTERS I'M STUDYING COME OUT FOR EXAM. Ok, enough of chanting.
Hey! It can be a rap ya know. Nvm.

Mum came home VERY SUPER CHAOJIWUDI early today and I was wondering what occasion it is until I remembered that today is Wednesday = Chemistry tuition = OH NO! How can I possibly forget about it!
He's coming over at 630 and it was 430 when I thought about it. NO WORRIES. Time now, 552.
Everyone's studying very furiously now, only I can diao er lang dang come here and blog. DA BEST. No la, I'm still studying ok.

Today was English and Chinese paper 1. Ok, Day 1 OVER! It's time for Day 2, which is Lit and Chinese paper 2. Cool mansz.
Day 9 will be here soon, because that'll be the day we'd probably go over to SCH to watch the Band SYF. 11 MAY! But we can only go in unless we're wearing JC uniform or we borrow the conductor's pass. HAHA.

Off to study! YAY. I love studying! (:

"I'm feeling fine, I'm feeling fine today."

These were the word I heard on Hi-5, Nick Junior.
Am I ? I dunno. All I know is that I've to study. Because this is what the life of a Secondary 4 student is all about.

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Anyway, about what Big Bird did to us ytd, I'm not angry with her for doing so. Instead, I find it very amusing and I kinda pity her. Why?
It's amusing that no matter how she tried to scold us for not singing the school song with a sense of pride, no one actually bothered to do as she said even after stopping us halfway through the song about 5 times in total.

It's kinda pitiful, isn't it, that she had to do it infront of people who went to school to give a talk. I mean, she shouldn't have washed her dirty linen in public at the same time, it also showed how incapable she is to actually instil a sense of pride in her students.
Well, she mentioned about ACS(I) and Maris Stella singing their school song with pride everytime they sing it. It's not really the school who doesn't give us a sense of pride( I would seriously love to have a strong pride in my school), but in some way, she is the cause of it.
And has it ever occured to her that such pride cannot be forced onto people?

My mind's unweaving/ 12:14 PM